Last night, I played a Sofar Sounds show. It was a great experience. Afterwards, I hung with some new friends and ate tacos and talked. When I got home I felt sad, humiliated, and frustrated. I think there are some parts of myself I’ve been trying to move past for quite a while and I just feel stuck. I’m also in the middle of a transition that feels very scary and hard.
I was glad for the opportunity to perform and I think some people really enjoyed the set. At the moment, I’m feeling more inclined to keep writing and producing music. I can’t imagine what it must be like to be a touring act or have a large fan base. Last night was the first show I’ve played in a while and it felt exhausting.. what it would it be like to do that for a living?
I’ve got a new project idea in mind that I’ve been mulling over and developing.
Missing my family and feeling homesick.