4.7.19

Sarah and I in Malibu this morning

Sarah and I in Malibu this morning

I woke up at 6:30 and met Sarah in Malibu by 9 this morning. We went to an overpriced cafe on the pier and ate eggs and potatoes over the water. After that, we drove north to a less popular beach, and walked and talked and laid in the sun. We’re in our best stride yet I think and we appreciate our time together in a different way now that we live apart. I’m really grateful for her companionship. Also we found out we hate Malibu. Oh and we saw a pod of dolphins and that was majestic.

I have so much more to say about music and such, but I ran out of time and need to get ready for work. In short, I’m still slowly learning to let go. Hopefully, I have many years ahead of me to hone in on a career (and a craft for that matter), but for now I’m trying to have a more light hearted approach to music. And honestly, I’m trying to be more light hearted about everything. Either it will or it won’t. It’s fine. Everything is out of my control and it’s so much better to live life with less expectations. But alas, this is a tough one for me, and unfortunately, I’m still struggling to live within this mindset.

Breathe. Let go. It’s not that important.

Ashton York